Pieces of my life puzzle.
Ok.. I know some of you may get blasted after reading/watching this post.. but I’ve been planning for writing this post ever since mid-year-examination, so It’ll be a waste If I don’t publish it for y’all… don’t worry I got the permission already… zzzzz Well, this is a post about a teenage boy… His name …
考虑了一段时间。。。 不知道要不要写出来。。。 但是最后还是决定将我的心声写在这里。。。 不然收住收住，迟早会爆炸掉。。。 其实也不是什么大问题，只是我本身所面对的问题。说真的，我也不知道我到底要说什么，藏太多东西在心里了。。。我想应该是其他人对我的看法吧。。。不，说得大众点，应该是其他人对像我一样的人的看法。。。好怪的句子。。。 =.=|| 都几岁了还看cartoon? eh, sudah besar panjang masih main patung/robot kah? 那么贵，你舍得买啊？ 以上的那几句，面对得习惯了。。 尤其是马来文那句，竟然是出自每个星期来我家收拾一次的印尼女佣的嘴。。。 炸到。。。 我说，认识我的人都知道，我是个hardcore动漫迷，就是很“劲”咯。。或者像Blaze所说的maniac。 刚开始接触动漫时，当时差不多是form2-3，我没有发现到我四周的眼光，但是，不久后，可能是因为发育的关系吧，哈哈，开始注意别人对我的眼光。。。他们看在我身上的眼光是。。是。。。难以形容。。。很死鬼变态的恐怖，我好像变成三等民那样。。。（三等民就是最低阶层的人民） 人类只认同从他们角度所看的事物，这是理所当然的，因为每个人有他们的看法，每个人有他们的想法，每个人都有他们的决定。。。任何人都改变不了。。。动漫迷，或者御宅族，在大众眼里是一群无知，懦弱，不求上进等等的人。。。但是在动漫迷的眼里，其他不了解他们的人根本不知道动漫的吸引，动漫的passion。。。 顺便提醒，不要被电视节目“我X我X我XXX” 所误导，真正的御寨族，不是那样的。。那是呆在家族。。。他们的definition，御宅就是躲在家不出门，我削尖给他。。。“不要以为有胡须的就是你爸爸”by 汪老师 啊，差点离题掉。。。 曾经因为如此而放弃我所喜爱的动漫和模型。。。但是我始终做不到。。。所以我就干脆将一切都收起来，不让其他人“看见”。。就像双面人那样。。。在他人面前，我是个他们的正常人，然后。。。。 讲到我好像是个问题儿童那样。。。=.=||。。。但是，又能保持社交地位，也能享受本身的爱好，何乐不为? 正是因为经历了这些遭遇，所以才亲身体验到被不接受的感觉。。。所以我们试着去接受不一样的事物，不喜欢/不接受也没必要置他/它于死地。。。 相反的，在youtube，我曾看过一些痛恨动漫迷的人宣言多么的讨厌动漫，都么的想K死动漫。。。类似的video。。。他们不认同他们不接受的事物。。。显。。。我到认为他们比较像问题儿童。。。lol，管它的，他拍他的大喊大叫的video，我看我的动漫。。 您又怎么认为呢？ 好像写到很乱。。。。。
Continuation from last post… okay, where did I stopped at? streamyx? around 2004 end… before I own the streamyx connection, I learnt how to download music from internet, thanks to Ju Shuen for teaching me how to download… then, the very first song I successfully downloaded is “Anna ni Issho Datta no ni”(We were so …
Do you still remember that, when you first time touch a computer? or the feeling of excitement and curious… lol… being nostalgic these few days, and ended up writing it out… If I’m not mistaken, back then 1997, I was still a 6-years-old-brat.. (lol) and my uncle showed me his bulky laptop. The only thing I recall is …
Cleaning up my old house… you can’t imagine how messy there is… in the process I found lots of antiques and brings back memories too.. guess what is this. antique Iron… har? donno? aiyo the Iron that we use to iron our clothes de ar.. antique one.. got a bit different la… it uses charcoal to heat up.. …
Paiseh… for being missing from my blog for quite some time. Many activities are going on few days ago: scouts camp, helping out my father, repairing computers and etc… Straight to the topic, Ju Shuen’s computer died last week and he ask Choon Yong and me to help him repair his poor computer. He gladly …
Went Ipoh went to Ipoh with JuShuen today. Ju Shuen is the “dangerous” driver, oh ya, Ze Yang tagged along too. At first we’re going to Ipoh for attending a speech, but it turns out to be a weekend trip at Ipoh Parade. Did all sorts of crazy things with that 2 fella… especially when having our lunch, …
Mid-Year-Examination Three bloody weeks passed, that was hell so tormenting than fatal frame. Barely survived until the last day. So, how about you guyz? I screwed most of my papers, and I don’t think I’m gonna get some fancy numbers for my results. Holiday Oh, I almost forgot that holiday starts after the exam and today …
Teachers’ Day Finally, the teachers’ day celebration is over… thank goodness.. since the photos are not with me.. and the story is VERY LONG.. so I’m going to write it after exam.. this is a promise… ^^ Examination 2nd just ended… and 1 more week to go… this time really really KO already… for screwing …
Well… something like this happened… before telling y’all what really happened, I’m gonna show u my room’s air-conditioner… yea.. that is.. wondering why I put a towel below the air-cond? the machine got its pipe system stucked, and the water just choose to leak into my room rather than outside… BOO~~~ since the machine still works properly… so …